Texas Chain Saw's and other spiritual tools

I have been writing to a few of you that are my closest and most loving people.I thank y'all(huh)

from the very core of my being there for being there.

My humor is covering  up the difficulty of adjusting. We have taken so much for granted having been given the gift of the life in Brentwood ,work,family ,friends,AA and everything else.

It is so very different here and so much pressure. For the first time in my work area the owner went off on me with financial and job security threats. That coupled with where we are now is horrible. We are in prayer and doing all we can to stay centered and commited. Yes we discussed returning to LA. Always an option.

Well fear is knocking at the door and being an asshole this am I am going to answer the door.